I used to be an addict! Oh yea, I lived only to see if I could get so
high that I would forget the pain of the reality I was stuck in. That
is one of the main symptoms of PTSD too. Most people who suffer from
PTSD are either drug addicts or alcoholics or worse... they could be
both as I was at one time. I could become an addict again if I wanted
to throw my life away, not write anymore books, not volunteer anymore to
get pro life candidates elected or for Film Festivals. I could quit
teaching others how to become affiliate marketers, book authors and I
could quit helping the poor, giving the elderly rides. It wouldn't take
nothing for me to become selfish again and become a drug or alcohol
addict again. But I don't live for the haters. I live for myself and
for God!
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